It was a wonderful day today. Have you ever felt like no matter what you do things are not right? Well that is me for some reason my great boss of mine thinks that im not doing my job. Well I guess cause I don’t kiss anyone ass that im not doing my job. Guess maybe I should do cartwheels or something but then again that would be done wrong too. So who gives a flying fuck what he thinks. It seems these days im having a hard time catching a break but what the hell it how bad could it be I mean I could be struck by lighting or something, that even seems like a great idea these days.

I have always thought in some ways that there is no hell because we are already in it. Poses some of my thoughts to be true. Hell the world is wonderful we have threats of nuclear warfare, care companies that are closing up and a government that wants to run everything , “ that is really going to solve our problems im sure “ what is next having to ask permission to use the bathroom ? Government owned stores ? Hell they may as well tell me when I can take a shower or where to buy my things from the money that they will give me great job glad its finally coming together . And the bullshit that I put up with at my job because I ought to be glad that I have one. That tells me that my freedom of choice is being whittled away. And yet to be told that im not doing my job that I have been for sixteen years that’s nice wish someone would have told me years ago and maybe I could have sit on my ass or something to really please them. Just all boils down to is that im not into a click so to speak and just don’t fit in is all . But yet ill go into work bright and early and read the paper with a smile about all the bad things happening in the world today and start out the day doing the same job that im not been doing to their standards for years now and yet they just now don’t like how I do things and be happy and humble of what bullshit the day brings. Take care and goodnight to all.